Friday, August 20, 2010

el dia tercer: August 3rd, 2010

Today was both exciting and exhausting upon my emotions. This morning Alcides and Norma took us around the community and showed us where people died in the attack of Dec 31, 1984 (???). The monuments up on the hill is heart wrenching. The stories they told were translated to me by Lucy and were simply painful for them to tell, but they did it for us anyway. Lucy cried. I cried.
I had no idea that el Lagartillo's history is our history too... the U.S. involvement in the Contras and Civil War in this country (and throughout Central America) is astounding. Our National Guard and Marine Corps have participated in killing these people, and I had no idea.

We share this history.

Not only do I feel guilty for others' crimes, but I feel a sense of obligation (though in the most positive way) to help, to make up for what our country has done. I am very young, but suddenly passionate about this.

Marcella, who Lucy and Diego want to bring to SOU so she will be unharmed here is what I have a feeling to be a project worthwhile. With donations, time, friendship, whatever. I want to participate.


Spanish class with Norma was muy excellente.
It was all review but necessary for me. She understood me. What I will find impressive to share with others is how she speaks no English to me... yet when I don't know a word in Spanish, she has to explain the meaning of the word to me in Spanish. Muy dificil at times. Pero necessary. She uses similarities and "como" a lot to make me understand.
We were in the cabana and it started to DOWNPOUR. The loudest thunder and lightning I have ever heard. Bizarre and yet calming to hear this rain- violent as it is. Invierno.
Uncle Dave's sewing kit saved me.

Buenas Noches, arana. O Buena Noche without the 's'
The spider in my room barely moves. He waits. Or she?

Norma next to the memorial
Walking to the water well
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Dirt floors
Mosquito net over my bed. Did it end up saving me? Nahhhhhh.
Surrounding community
Flora

:)






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